Lost.

I was wondering why was I so unhappy nowadays.

Especially when I'm there.

I used to love being there, with everyone else.

I used to love it.

But now, I realised that I dreaded to go there.

I dreaded what I once used to love.

I couldn't find it anymore.

What is happening?

I feel desperate to have that feeling back.

But I just couldn't find it.

Shit.