DOUBLEOXM: JAE and JPSAE results.

So on the day I came back from Indonesia, it was Monday,

and the results of JAE posting is released!

I was really anxious to know about my result, and the thing is, my phone only left 20% when I reached Singapore! (Was reading manga I downloaded in SG in case I was bored..) Wah. I immediately went on Twitter and found out almost everyone got back their results! I was like "why didn't I received anything?!" Cause apparently they will send a text message to you!

I went for JPSAE for Music and Audio Technology too and I remembered them saying they will send an email to me.. But I didn't received anything ):

In the end I went to the website my cousin, Darric, send to me. Like hello I should have known -.- Why didn't I googled it myself tsktsk! And I found out that I went to the course Early Childhood Education in NP!

Frankly speaking, I was a bit disappointed. Well, I did JPSAE for Music and Audio Technology, and I didn't got in. But I was actually okay to go Early Childhood Education lah, since I love children too!

But still...

I called Siangyee and Siangjoo and tell them about my results! Hehe yeah they're the first people I find! Probably because they care, duh! Love you guys.

Siangyee was telling me like, whether did I received anything regarding JPSAE result, and I said I didn't. But I thought I was already going in Early Childhood Education DESPITE JPSAE. So basically, I thought the results of the JAE included JPSAE results and that is the ultimate answer of where am I going afterwards.

Turns out, JAE is JAE and JPSAE is JPSAE. LIKE DUH. I think my mind wasn't working well because I was too flustered. So Siangyee told me to maybe call SP or smth and ask about it. In the end when I reached home, I actually LOG IN to the JPSAE account! I forgot I can do that!

And yeap, I got in!

I was THRILLED I tell you!

Hehehe immediately called Siangyee again and I bet she could hear my excitement! XD

I couldn't believe it cause my interview for JPSAE really sucked. Like, I screw up my answers for all their question, I was nervous and couldn't find my words.. They asked this question: "Tell me why should we accept you." and I was stunned, and in the end didn't even answer at all, fearing I may say something wrong.

So now knowing I'm in, I should say I'm just lucky.

The thing now is, I've got 2 choices again. -.- Frankly speaking, before I posted all my submission of the schools for JAE, I was already troubled with these 2 courses. I don't know which one should I go. And now, instead of giving me just one, I got in this BOTH. Omg.

Okay I know I should be thankful, having accepted to 2 courses that I like, when others can't even get into the one they wanted.. But this choices thing is really causing me a headache.

Wah dammit I hate having choices. Just give me one and I'll do it with all I have. Don't let me choose ):

The thing is, if I go Music and Audio Technology, after I graduate and get the diploma, I may not get a stable job. Because I think that in the Music industry, it's either you're damn good, or you're nothing. And I think I'll most probably be the latter. Childhood Education may have more opportunities.

But I am really interested in Music and if, I were to regret if I go both courses, I think I wouldn't regret in Music and Audio Technology as much as Early Childhood Education..

The only thing that can back me up to go Early Childhood Education, is that I like children. That's all. But that doesn't mean the children will like me.

Sigh. Such a tough decision.

Big thanks to everyone who encouraged me on Twitter and asking me to do what I like.

I think I kinda made up my mind.

Well anyway, putting that aside, on the day of JPSAE, Siangyee actually woke up darn early and brought me to her classroom to practice a bit, and brought me to the place, even though she could have slept more! :') So touched eh!

Thankyou so much!!

After the interview, she had to go soon, but we slacked a bit at the mac in SP, andddddd, camwhored!